hungry and maybe hallucinating because of it
On friday night i had yet another strange dream in which i awoke in the cottage and there was light coming from outside so i went out the door and the sky was a purple colour and the sun was shining and it was a really nice day and the forest was full of all sorts of different trees but there was a path marked out into the forest and everything that touched the path was dead. I walked the path for a long time and i noticed that while i was on the path anything i touched would shrivel up and die and turn to dust but i kept on walking until i got to a wide field of waist high grass and i walked into the middle of it and i saw a girl off in the distance walking away from me when suddenly i was pulled down into the ground and i couldn't stop it and i reached up towards the light but the earth closed on me and when the pulling suddenly stopped there were some red eyes in the darkness and they moved so close to me that i could feel the body they belonged to and it was cold and some tears fell from the face and i heard a girl's voice say 'I'm sorry.'
And then i started awake and it was raining outside so heavy and there was a strong wind and for a little while i was very confused as to where i was and why i was there, but then it all came back to me and i fell back on the floor and strangely i felt really exhausted.
So exhausted in fact that i slept through to mid afternoon. I think that having it always raining and windy and cold outside has made it difficult for me to get a bearing on what the time is. It is almost as though it is always night or close to it, which is a strange feeling that makes me feel tired all the time.
Last night i was sleeping and another weird thing happened. I was just about to fall asleep when i felt a really ice cold hand on my face, and i couldn't move all of a sudden because i was just so spun out and it ran down my face as though whomever it belonged to was blind and trying to search for something in my features. When i finally reached up to grab at it there was nothing there and i realised i was all alone again and i was a little bit confused because i really couldn't tell if i had been asleep or not.
I am worried that not having eaten in the last few days has made my body eat away parts of my brain so that it may keep functioning. That might explain me being tired all the time and the weird thing that happened last night.
If this rain keeps up then i think i will have to just brave it and try to get some food and stuff.
Blake out.
And then i started awake and it was raining outside so heavy and there was a strong wind and for a little while i was very confused as to where i was and why i was there, but then it all came back to me and i fell back on the floor and strangely i felt really exhausted.
So exhausted in fact that i slept through to mid afternoon. I think that having it always raining and windy and cold outside has made it difficult for me to get a bearing on what the time is. It is almost as though it is always night or close to it, which is a strange feeling that makes me feel tired all the time.
Last night i was sleeping and another weird thing happened. I was just about to fall asleep when i felt a really ice cold hand on my face, and i couldn't move all of a sudden because i was just so spun out and it ran down my face as though whomever it belonged to was blind and trying to search for something in my features. When i finally reached up to grab at it there was nothing there and i realised i was all alone again and i was a little bit confused because i really couldn't tell if i had been asleep or not.
I am worried that not having eaten in the last few days has made my body eat away parts of my brain so that it may keep functioning. That might explain me being tired all the time and the weird thing that happened last night.
If this rain keeps up then i think i will have to just brave it and try to get some food and stuff.
Blake out.
posted by Kenshin at 3:57 PM
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